If you're not the one...who will be?
Profile

The names zhi wei. Screwing up is my middle name. 14 years of age. Hates hypocrites.

Tag
Monday, February 16, 2009, 5:00 AM

The world is spinning again...what the heck?
why am i feeling like this again? oh crap...people around me...they just...ah...nvr mind screw this day,hmph nvr felt any better(hello~ sacarsm for those who dont noe)
yea sometimes...i really hate my life and I even may follow qi yuan...go emo...i hate the feeling of being constantly teased bullied picked on by others...did i treat othe ppl to nice..and now i let them climb all over me? i really have to admit..beung nice is one of my weaknesses...i give others the impression "please bully me! i need to be bullied!" well sucks to be me...and now they betrayed my trust...2day it was like TOTALY terrible...jie hao zhi xiang bullied me again...hong kai whacked me...yi mou nearly suffocated me...wow...try to be me...and see how u feel..

its not tat i have no pass experience and stuff like that...i used to be bullied in my primary school, when i was pri 5 my results droped so i went to a good class to a "special" class... over there life was miserable i was constantly bullied by the students there and crap? one even extorted money from me...and their extortion dont come small...the total number was $100 they beaten me up everyday...so when i bullied qi yuan all these while...qi yuan would whack me back, but if binggie bullies him he will be quiet and cry...that proves that i am to good to others that he will bully me bacl...haiz...you think i should be more like...a bit unfriendly or? ARGH! pissed! why is the world like this? i get bullied everywhere? one of the reasons is why i prefer hanging around with kang hui and co they dont bully me as much and i find that there is 2 sides of our class...one of them is the binggie and co and the other kanghui and co i usually find myself in the middle...oh gosh...

well changed the song of my blog...well this post has been long, so i really need to bang my head against the wall again...